discussing on tmr's sentosa trip...
todae i whole dae stay at home and so happy lorx...
listen to music, watch tv, read storybooks...
the life i desprately wanted...
i juz realise sth and shld i be happy with it...
i mean i might interpret it wrongly or the way i wanted it...
anione who tink tt they are highly mastered in legimercy(reading ppl's mind)pls call me...
i desperately need help...
aniwae i fri goin the co's "concert"...
so cheap and sy keep on asking me to go...
haiz... no choice....
oh ya... finish reading the whole series of harry potter except for half blood prince...

ps: can tt someone who dono whether to go co concert to sms me as soon as possible so tt i noe whether to help u burn cd and bring ur stuff... AND MY ROLLER COASTER... goodness i am damn tired of maple le...

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10:44 pm



sianz....
feeling so useless out of sudden...
there's nth i can accomplished lorx....
i cannot study....
i cannot chu li hao my emotions....
i allow my heart to rule my head...
i allow my ego break my heart...
i cannot even do a task well....
and mani more....

human are weird...
we noe our lines but we often cross it....
we understand our needs but often ignore it...
we tot we can do anything we want if we want to....
we always tot we understand the other person when we don't....
haiz... humans=contradicting creature....
we should do wad we want... don tink so much lorx...
u r juz making urself more miserable nia...

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12:39 pm



i did promise to update aft prom but poor me no mood...
don wry but no one laugh at me for looking ridiculous and esp fat tt nite...
but horx... the food is like... i can cook betta lorx...
wad the but the dessert nice....
den ppl "dancing" and i dowan to go in the sweat... me not stress man....
and ppl damn shuai and chio tt nite... dowan to pose pic here coz sure kana scold by tt bunch of tooters....
i finally graduated frm nhss and thx tooters for being such good pals...
ashes for making ym sec 4 years so fun....
the 3 guys(weihong, rich,jimmy) which make my years aft streaming meaningful...
muz write some things since aft grad and we are going to fen dao yang biao.......

for tooters: sry u all will get ur msg later on....

for the 3 guys:
GUYS... my life will be boring without u 3 for this 2 yrs...
i will miss u all during exam time coz no one will eat lunch with me le....
no one will sae me fat le...
no one will hit my head pull my hair and dono wad le...
no one will borrow cd and books from me and nv return le....
no one will let me hit le....
walao... seems like still got alot of things...
haven diff skool start miss ppl le...
i don like nhss but i like u ppl....

For ashes:
huilan: donid sae too much coz will see u in sa...
but no one will sae jokes le...

clare: u veri angmoh but without u....
ashes won be half as fun...
thx for allowing me to speak chinese...
hope ur hair will get coloured one dae.....

huimin: haha... ur hair is my proud product...
ur stomach is our rubbish bin....
gal... see u in sa and hope u will met the guy tt is destinied for u....

shiyun: reallie hope u can get into sajc man...
i reallie cannot survive this year without u gal....
i tink tt two guys in front will bully me till siao...
although i reallie cannot bear my leg from suffering when goin to buy clothes with u but wad are friends for man...
i noe tt qian yan wan yu reallie cannot describe wad i feeling now...
but gal reallie thx for the memories u gave me and hope tt we can keep in touch....

minyu and chuyun:
thx for always helping me last year whenever some GUY qi fu me....
u two make my last years life fun...
hope u two can survive well in ur jc...
and with the guy u all like...
hehe....

hmm... end of my yi yan...
i am sure i miss out alot...
pls put in objection if miss out u coz me now veri sleepy le...
todae went quite a few places to colltect and return things...
tmr got pri gathering...
nite everyone....

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10:14 pm



haha... another 25th... my fav day...
later goin to jie minmin and yunyun to my hse....
hmm... i wanna sae wad huhz...
oh tt PANDIAN HAIR DRESSING SALON....
i let him see den he laughing....
muahaha...
den my bro having first aid test tmr but wad he study is not up to standard...
lousy scout....
and den horx... i realise my life is kana disrupted again...
wth... aft struggling for so long i make my choices and it is gone again...
happy grad nite everyone... tmr will update....

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1:34 pm




CHOICE OF COURSES:
1st Choice:
30S Science (SAJC)
7th Choice:
36S Science (MJC)
2nd Choice:
22S Science (ACJC)
8th Choice:
21S Science (AJC)
3rd Choice:
35S Science (PJC)
9th Choice:
33S Science (VJC)
4th Choice:
32S Science (TJC)
10th Choice:
24S Science (HCI)
5th Choice:
23S Science (CJC)
11th Choice:
28S Science (RJC)
6th Choice:
25S Science (JJC)
12th Choice:
27S Science (NJC)

my choices... yup... i decide on sa le... ac nxt due to the large population of nhss students going........

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11:24 pm



hmm... todae went a few place....
due to my veri need money friend...
i went alot of place and wad happening now is i got too much job le lahz...
wth...
like wad i wrote in my compo friends are the major factor tt affects one's career...
i reallie dono which to do...
i dono which is the real me now and which job to do lahz!!!
now i am putting my choice le....
i finally decided not to be affect by others and put my choice so todae i nv ask anione or ppl juz don reply bahz...
i put my veri first choice...
yup i decide on sa le... wad happen nxt sui yuan bahz...
but nxt 10 i dono le... i onli noe last put njc...
MUAHAHA....
so now how???

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10:42 pm



hehe... update again...
buy clothes but not me...
kana complain so don wanna comment as i muz sae i am still a young ginger...
old ginger more qiang wad...
muahaha.......
shld be getting my shoes tmr le...
den got tok... wad skl shld i go...
haiz... tmr den sae bahz...
like nth to write...
bye den~~

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10:25 pm



hmm...
supposed to update on sun to tok abt our brand new experience de...
*sun*
went to dye our hair ourselves..........
haha... trying to have red and brown but now like nth......
haha... but veri the fun lorx...
aft tt go beauty world saw...
PANDIAN HAIRDRESSER SALON....
muahaha....
den saw ducky buying shirt with his sis...
his sis so chio lorx.......
den go westmall..... pei sy...
wahseh... find so long also don have.....

*mon*
go buy clothes with sy, syl, hui, zihui...
haha... one shop ko lorx...
qiang....
hehe.... den watch movie...
one tix 2 show again...
muahaha...
the show not tt bad wad...
quite nice but don compare to book lahz....
haha... todae going out again...
woohoo... tiao zhan ji xian.....
bye~~

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7:56 am



WAH!!!!!!!!!!
exam over but i now den update coz yest 10 den reach home den todae had to be out early so nv online....
todae siao man...
i go out 10 come back den and walk none stop....
hehe.... actually horx....
wad i wear for grad nite pls don stun and don sae i fat can....
i will cry wan lorx....
but todae keep on wasting money so happy....
haha....
me now reallie abit siao liaoz....
walao.... juz look at rich blog...
shld i be xian mu... coz i always wanna get a zen neon whhich is the zui hao kan de zen...
but i nv coz i don like the press press thingy...
and YANZI TIX 198 lorx....
dono wanna go aft all.....
shld i get an appl nano or wad...
haiz..... like aft exam so mani problems...tt's y i always prefer exam...
haha... sae i siao le wad...
and mon not watching harry potter le...
dono do wad sia....
sianz.....
tmr had to go out again... leg pain!!!!!!

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11:44 pm



WAH........
time flies....
5 more dae to freedom le...
muahaha...
actually i also quite slack but sure more hardworking than usual...
dowan to sae abt last few days le...
zhong zhi got good got bad....
nxt week veri kong bu....
got my lousiest a-maths...
and my desprately-had-to-score-high-to-get-a1 physics...
so later i going to study physics coz i realise nxt tues aft a-maths no time le...
JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!

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1:13 pm



WISH EVERYONE GOOD LUCK FOR O-LEVEL!!!!!!!!!
freedom in 12 days...............

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9:17 pm



wahseh... nxt week Os le...
i tink i quite hardworking but i pa my e-maths and a-maths...
physics due to prac...
the others shld be ok coz i will surely use the whole previous dae to study not like prelim le...
but maths... if i cannot get a1 for e-maths which is so difficult for Os and a C5 for a-maths...
i noe veri tan xin since my prelim is E8 but i reallie hope tt i don careless...
haha... i finally starting to worry abt Os le....
yest got a nitemare...
i reallie dowan tt to happen so i workhard frm todae to nxt nxt thurs....
idowan to go yanzi autograph session le... but my bro goin for me... yay....
hehe... don tok le... maybe tmr update again den u all will two week won see me....
but doubt u all will online...
JIA YOU... ALL THE BEST FOR OUR Os.... YAY

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4:31 pm



Happy Deepavali
haiz... now arguing with my dad bio is not impt...
he keep on asking me take triple science...
but i am human not god....
his friends children all now only take a few subj
also buay tahan need to drop le....
still wan me take so mani subj....
i am not smart lor...
i am stupid de lor....
everyone tot they noe me...
but how can they noe me when i dono myself...
ling yi zhang lian but which lian is the true me????????
this world is so complex....
wish i am a bird den can kana bird flu mati....
so now sian-ing away coz no show....
me no indian neighbour so nth to plae...
haiz... go back n sleep bahz...

oh ya... yest watch project runway...
nice show...
a new thing bahz so can xi ying me...
den watch stairway to heaven...
feel like killing the scriptwriter...
he reallie wanna use up all my tears lor...
so sad... but nxt week cannot watch le...
n yz autograph... hao xiang qu worx...
Os sux sia... hate it...
bye~~~

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10:33 am